{"id":33905,"date":"2015-02-14T23:13:54","date_gmt":"2015-02-14T22:13:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/josjos.se\/blog\/?p=33905"},"modified":"2015-02-14T23:13:54","modified_gmt":"2015-02-14T22:13:54","slug":"narhet","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/2015\/02\/14\/narhet\/","title":{"rendered":"N\u00e4rhet"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Sista g\u00e5ngen vi var och h\u00e4lsade p\u00e5 mamma, f\u00f6rste advent,&nbsp; s\u00e5 hade hon ont i nacken s\u00e5 jag masserade en l\u00e5ng stund. <\/p>\n<p>Minns hur jag t\u00e4nkte p\u00e5 om det skulle vara sista g\u00e5ngen vi s\u00e5gs s\u00e5 jag nj\u00f6t lite extra av att f\u00e5 hj\u00e4lpa mamma n\u00e4r hon hade ont. S\u00e4rskilt n\u00e4r hon tyckte det hj\u00e4lpte. <\/p>\n<p>Minns hur jag under samtalet om hennes d\u00f6d t\u00e4nkte tillbaka p\u00e5 den stunden och k\u00e4nde mig s\u00e5 glad att det blev av. Kan fortfarande k\u00e4nna hennes varma kropp under mina h\u00e4nder och d\u00e5 finns hon kvar p\u00e5 n\u00e5got s\u00e4tt. En annan typ av minne, av n\u00e4rhet. <\/p>\n<p>B\u00e4r verkligen med mig den k\u00e4nslan i mycket jag g\u00f6r nu. Vad \u00e4r det som \u00e4r viktigt, p\u00e5 riktigt.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Sista g\u00e5ngen vi var och h\u00e4lsade p\u00e5 mamma, f\u00f6rste advent,&nbsp; s\u00e5 hade hon ont i nacken s\u00e5 jag masserade en l\u00e5ng stund. Minns hur jag t\u00e4nkte p\u00e5 om det skulle vara sista g\u00e5ngen vi s\u00e5gs s\u00e5 jag nj\u00f6t lite extra av att f\u00e5 hj\u00e4lpa mamma n\u00e4r hon hade ont. S\u00e4rskilt n\u00e4r hon tyckte det hj\u00e4lpte. [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-33905","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-vardagen"],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33905","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=33905"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33905\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=33905"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=33905"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=33905"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}