Ikv\u00e4ll \u00e4r det tv\u00e5 \u00e5r sen mamma dog. Vi vet inte exakt n\u00e4r, bara att det var n\u00e5gon g\u00e5ng p\u00e5 kv\u00e4llen. Hon hade haft bes\u00f6k p\u00e5 eftermiddagen, och hon ramlade n\u00e4r hon h\u00f6ll p\u00e5 med sin kv\u00e4llsfika. S\u00e5 gissningvis mellan halv 9 och 10 p\u00e5 kv\u00e4llen.<\/p>\n
Imorgon \u00e4r det tv\u00e5 \u00e5r sen det d\u00e4r samtalet kom.<\/p>\n
Jag fr\u00e5gade barnen om de kommer ih\u00e5g mormor v\u00e4l och Joel g\u00f6r det men Simon minns inte s\u00e5 bra. Han var 5,5 \u00e5r och jag f\u00f6rst\u00e5r det. Jag var 6,5 \u00e5r n\u00e4r min pappa dog och det \u00e4r inte s\u00e5 mycket jag minns (och d\u00e5 var det en person jag tr\u00e4ffade varje dag och bodde med).<\/p>\n
Det har blivit vardag och numera \u00e4r det bara vissa sm\u00e5 saker i livet som v\u00e4cker tankarna p\u00e5 henne. I \u00f6vrigt finns hon d\u00e4r inom mig, s\u00e5 som alla som inte \u00e4r n\u00e4ra just nu g\u00f6r. Den inombordsn\u00e4rheten g\u00f6r ingen skillnad p\u00e5 om man lever eller inte, de bara \u00e4r.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Ikv\u00e4ll \u00e4r det tv\u00e5 \u00e5r sen mamma dog. Vi vet inte exakt n\u00e4r, bara att det var n\u00e5gon g\u00e5ng p\u00e5 kv\u00e4llen. Hon hade haft bes\u00f6k p\u00e5 eftermiddagen, och hon ramlade n\u00e4r hon h\u00f6ll p\u00e5 med sin kv\u00e4llsfika. S\u00e5 gissningvis mellan halv 9 och 10 p\u00e5 kv\u00e4llen. Imorgon \u00e4r det tv\u00e5 \u00e5r sen det d\u00e4r samtalet […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_hide_featured_image":false,"_jetpack_featured_image_duplicate_dismissed":0,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[6],"tags":[1550],"class_list":["post-39506","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-vardagen","tag-mamma"],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39506","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=39506"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39506\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=39506"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=39506"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=39506"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}