{"id":42441,"date":"2017-11-15T07:47:38","date_gmt":"2017-11-15T06:47:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/josjos.se\/blog\/?p=42441"},"modified":"2017-11-15T07:47:38","modified_gmt":"2017-11-15T06:47:38","slug":"saknad","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/2017\/11\/15\/saknad\/","title":{"rendered":"Saknad"},"content":{"rendered":"

Ibland kommer saknaden av mamma tillbaka starkare. Det n\u00e4rmar sig tre \u00e5r och det k\u00e4nns fortfarande overkligt.<\/p>\n

Ibland \u00e4r det h\u00e4ndelser som triggar det. Som idrott till exempel. Mamma \u00e4lskade att titta p\u00e5 sport. S\u00e5 n\u00e4r Sverige g\u00e5r vidare till fotbolls-vm t\u00e4nker jag p\u00e5 hur det skulle varit om vi pratat telefon nu. D\u00e5 hade vi pratat om det.<\/p>\n

Andra g\u00e5nger dyker hon upp i dr\u00f6mmar. P\u00e5 olika s\u00e4tt.<\/p>\n

K\u00e4nns lite bra att sakna ox\u00e5. Fint. \u00d6nskar mamma visste det. Fast jag tror att hon finns med mig r\u00e4tt ofta s\u00e5 hon vet nog. Vet nog att i s\u00f6ndags var en sv\u00e5r dag, som fars dag<\/a> varit i n\u00e4stan hela mitt liv.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Ibland kommer saknaden av mamma tillbaka starkare. Det n\u00e4rmar sig tre \u00e5r och det k\u00e4nns fortfarande overkligt. Ibland \u00e4r det h\u00e4ndelser som triggar det. Som idrott till exempel. Mamma \u00e4lskade att titta p\u00e5 sport. S\u00e5 n\u00e4r Sverige g\u00e5r vidare till fotbolls-vm t\u00e4nker jag p\u00e5 hur det skulle varit om vi pratat telefon nu. D\u00e5 hade […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_hide_featured_image":false,"_jetpack_featured_image_duplicate_dismissed":0,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[38],"tags":[1550,2540],"class_list":["post-42441","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ovrigt","tag-mamma","tag-saknad"],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/42441","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=42441"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/42441\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=42441"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=42441"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=42441"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}