{"id":43786,"date":"2018-05-12T15:08:31","date_gmt":"2018-05-12T13:08:31","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/josjos.se\/blog\/?p=43786"},"modified":"2018-05-12T15:08:31","modified_gmt":"2018-05-12T13:08:31","slug":"saknad-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/2018\/05\/12\/saknad-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Saknad"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I f\u00f6rrg\u00e5r skulle en v\u00e4n fr\u00e5n tiden i Uppsala fyllt \u00e5r. Det gjorde hon inte f\u00f6r samma h\u00f6st som min mamma dog, dog hon ox\u00e5. Det var ett tufft \u00e5r med b\u00e5da de tv\u00e5, sen p\u00e5 v\u00e5ren min faster (f\u00f6rvisso 101 \u00e5r gammal men \u00e4nd\u00e5) och en granne.<\/p>\n<p>I veckan som gick uppgraderade jag mitt fuck-cancer-armband till ett regnb\u00e5gsm\u00f6nstrat. K\u00e4ndes passande.<\/p>\n<p>Med Raffe i v\u00e5ra liv v\u00e4cks dessutom en hel del minnen fr\u00e5n n\u00e4r jag v\u00e4xte upp eftersom vi hade hund d\u00e5. Saker jag gl\u00f6mt ploppar pl\u00f6tsligt upp. Ofta sm\u00e5 detaljer. Det p\u00e5minner om mamma och hur hon s\u00e5 g\u00e4rna skulle haft en hund till men var r\u00e4dd f\u00f6r att inte orka, och att bli l\u00e5st. T\u00e4nker p\u00e5 hur hon skulle \u00e4lskat den h\u00e4r lille parveln som nu huserar i v\u00e5rt hem. Saknaden blir lite st\u00f6rre d\u00e5.<\/p>\n<p>Ig\u00e5r dog f\u00f6rresten grannkatten som vi passat m\u00e5nga g\u00e5nger under \u00e5ren h\u00e4r.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I f\u00f6rrg\u00e5r skulle en v\u00e4n fr\u00e5n tiden i Uppsala fyllt \u00e5r. Det gjorde hon inte f\u00f6r samma h\u00f6st som min mamma dog, dog hon ox\u00e5. Det var ett tufft \u00e5r med b\u00e5da de tv\u00e5, sen p\u00e5 v\u00e5ren min faster (f\u00f6rvisso 101 \u00e5r gammal men \u00e4nd\u00e5) och en granne. I veckan som gick uppgraderade jag mitt [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[6],"tags":[1550,2540],"class_list":["post-43786","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-vardagen","tag-mamma","tag-saknad"],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/43786","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=43786"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/43786\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=43786"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=43786"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=43786"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}