{"id":44787,"date":"2018-09-18T09:01:42","date_gmt":"2018-09-18T07:01:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/josjos.se\/blog\/?p=44787"},"modified":"2018-09-18T09:01:42","modified_gmt":"2018-09-18T07:01:42","slug":"lite-extra-saknad","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/2018\/09\/18\/lite-extra-saknad\/","title":{"rendered":"Lite extra saknad"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>N\u00e4r vardagen rullar p\u00e5 t\u00e4nker jag s\u00e4llan p\u00e5 mamma, eller det \u00e4r s\u00e4llan jag saknar henne f\u00f6r hon dyker ju upp i tankarna lite d\u00e5 och d\u00e5.<\/p>\n<p>Men n\u00e4r det h\u00e4nder st\u00f6rre saker s\u00e5 blir det mer uppenbart. Det verkar finnas en ryggm\u00e4rgsreflex att ber\u00e4tta om s\u00e5nt. S\u00e5 var det i vintras n\u00e4r jag bytte jobb. Det hade jag ju aldrig tidigare gjort utan att ber\u00e4tta f\u00f6r henne. V\u00e4ldigt konstig k\u00e4nsla.<\/p>\n<p>Fast mest m\u00e4rkbart \u00e4r det att vi har hund. M\u00e5nga minnen fr\u00e5n min uppv\u00e4xt och v\u00e5r hund Paffy har dykt upp. Tankar, k\u00e4nslor och s\u00e5. Saker som jag helt gl\u00f6mt bort men nu minns, och saker som jag inte alls minns som jag skulle vilja fr\u00e5ga om (valptiden tex).<\/p>\n<p>Sen \u00e4r det trist att hon inte f\u00e5r se barnen v\u00e4xa upp.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>N\u00e4r vardagen rullar p\u00e5 t\u00e4nker jag s\u00e4llan p\u00e5 mamma, eller det \u00e4r s\u00e4llan jag saknar henne f\u00f6r hon dyker ju upp i tankarna lite d\u00e5 och d\u00e5. Men n\u00e4r det h\u00e4nder st\u00f6rre saker s\u00e5 blir det mer uppenbart. Det verkar finnas en ryggm\u00e4rgsreflex att ber\u00e4tta om s\u00e5nt. S\u00e5 var det i vintras n\u00e4r jag bytte [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[6],"tags":[1550,2540],"class_list":["post-44787","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-vardagen","tag-mamma","tag-saknad"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/44787","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=44787"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/44787\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=44787"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=44787"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=44787"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}