{"id":56086,"date":"2024-12-14T10:37:18","date_gmt":"2024-12-14T09:37:18","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/?p=56086"},"modified":"2024-12-14T10:48:10","modified_gmt":"2024-12-14T09:48:10","slug":"en-femtedel","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/2024\/12\/14\/en-femtedel\/","title":{"rendered":"En femtedel"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>En femtedel av mitt liv har jag levt utan <a href=\"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/tag\/mamma\/\">mamma<\/a> eftersom det idag \u00e4r 10 \u00e5r sen hon dog.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00e5g idag en film p\u00e5 insta fr\u00e5n 1985 n\u00e4r vi var i Stockholm p\u00e5 Liding\u00f6loppet. D\u00e5 var mamma 52 (som jag \u00e4r nu typ). Funderar ofta p\u00e5 hur hon upplevde sitt liv. Hur hennes tankar gick. Vad var hon tacksam f\u00f6r i sitt liv. K\u00e4nns som att jag visste s\u00e5 lite om henne egentligen. Att hon delade med sig s\u00e5 lite. Sen t\u00e4nker jag att hon kanske gjorde det men att jag inte lyssnade?<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6nskar hon fanns kvar s\u00e5 jag kunde fr\u00e5ga. Inser ox\u00e5 vilken personliga resa jag har gjort sen dess kring sj\u00e4lvledarskap och reflekterande.<\/p>\n<p>Livet!<\/p>\n<p>Tacksam f\u00f6r de fyra femtedelar av mitt liv d\u00e4r jag hade henne.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>En femtedel av mitt liv har jag levt utan mamma eftersom det idag \u00e4r 10 \u00e5r sen hon dog. S\u00e5g idag en film p\u00e5 insta fr\u00e5n 1985 n\u00e4r vi var i Stockholm p\u00e5 Liding\u00f6loppet. D\u00e5 var mamma 52 (som jag \u00e4r nu typ). Funderar ofta p\u00e5 hur hon upplevde sitt liv. Hur hennes tankar gick. [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_hide_featured_image":false,"_jetpack_featured_image_duplicate_dismissed":0,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[6],"tags":[4631,1550],"class_list":["post-56086","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-vardagen","tag-dodsdag","tag-mamma"],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/56086","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=56086"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/56086\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":56088,"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/56086\/revisions\/56088"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=56086"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=56086"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.josjos.se\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=56086"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}